Im so sick =(

I've got a sinus infection,, and I think upper respiratory infection. I am taking an antibiotic, and a cough suppresant for my cough that sounds horrible ugh.. It's been a while since I've posted and gave any type of update, so I thought I'd better get in here and do so.. Hubby is doing well, he is recieved 2 bonuses this year ;) and the kids are doing well.. Still my lil butt munches, but I love's em. I am also doing daycare now for my SIL for those that don't know.. So my internet time is very minimal. I try to log on when I can.. :) I will be doing a whole site make over, and have decided to bring down the member's area.. I just don't have the time right now to have one, and I think I've decided just to offer premades, and sigtags for now.. This will be done hopefully within the next two weeks, but no promises.. I do hope you all like what I do have to offer once they are brought online for purchasing :) Everything I will post will be 100% mine .. I do believe in everyone having their own uniqueness, and creativity.. Kinda gets tiring going to the same places over the net and seeing the same things ya know.. Welp I think I've jibby jabbered enough! I hope you all have a wonderful hump day!!

Hugs,
Tammers~

My Tiggy Tiger :) Come play with him.. Isn't he darling!

Something Cute =^..^=

I got this from a friend's blog, who got it from another blogger who was either bored or got the idea from another friend....
Go google your name and the word needs (together), then post the first 10 results that are applicable.


Tammy

Tammy needs babes in dreamland (WHAT?) ROFL~
Tammy needs hot black adult (NOT!) Shakes head no frantically!

Now my middle name

Rene'

Rene' needs to be hailed-Not!!
Rene' needs to support-Yep from my bra lol
Rene' needs a face lift-nah!! I do need one for my @55
Rene' needs to support bigger ones- I prefer hubby ty! LOL
Rene' needs fresh air-After this who doesn't?
Rene' needs volunteers-Nah.. just dh ..
Rene' needs help-Yep from all her friends
Rene' needs to be remembered-She hopes she will be after this rofl
Rene' needs a home-Nah! Already have a nice one :)
Rene' needs prayers-Absolutely~

Quiz Time

your an earth nymph! you love animals, and you feel
most comfortable around them. you are probably
a little shy around people, so some see you as
distant. your also very intelligent, and you
love to read.

what would you be in a fantasy world? (amazing pics!)
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Afternoon ..

Well today has been a pretty busy one again.. of course M-Fri always are in this household. Today is only Tuesday.. and I am wishing like the dickens Friday was already here.. I am sooo tired.. not necessarily physical, but mental. I just grabbed myself something to eat, and Im getting ready to take my meds.. Hopefully it will ease off some of the tention, and tiredness and give me some more energy to think, move, everything. lol I feel I am in a slump today, and just need to get off my ass and get what needs to be done .. done.. and look where I am now.. go figure.. Anywho I got all the kids off the school which is a plus.. also put a child support check in the bank from Sierra's bio mom .. a whole $78.61.. and with what we had in the bank already, and what I spent today on groceries.. I have just under 30$ left.. Gosh I hope hubby doesn't hit the roof... or get mad.. :(.. I had everything else.. but meats (dinner)... and please tell me why groceries are so damn outrageous anymore ugh!! ..It's like you have spend an arm and a leg to get meals for you family, or just so your family can survive.. it's totally craZy.. Welp I best bring this vent/sob story to a close.. Big hugs to you all..

Tammers
PS Will post more later, but here is one of my favorite songs my Billie Myers... =)

Hello...Can you hear me
Am I getting through to you
Hello...Is it late there
Is there laughter on the line
Are you sure you’re there alone
Cuz i’mTrying to explain
Something’s wrong
You just don’t sound the same
Why don’t you
Why don’t you
Go outside
Go outside
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I’m gone too long
If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We’re under the same sky
And the night’s
As empty for me as for you
If you feel
You can’t wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello...
Do you miss me
I hear you say you do
But not the way I’m missing you
What’s new
How’s the weather
Is it stormy where you are
You sound so close but it feels like you’re so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew What I’m left imagining
In my mind
My mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain
As you fall Over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I’m gone too long
If your lipsFeel hungry and tempted
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind
We’re under the same sky
And the night’s
As empty for me as for you
If you feel you can’t wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain(kiss the rain)(kiss the rain)(kiss the rain)

OI! I have a splitting, pounding, headache......

What do you know .. Hubby isn't home from work yet, and it's 10:07 pm and he has been gone since 5:00 am.. wtf? I mean I know he has to work.... but I don't like being alone .. silly huh? Ok so the kids were pretty reasonable today. Didn't have much trouble with them, and I handled myself so much better today. I think it's the new medicine finally kicking in .. who knows.. I am just feeling so blah*.. Maybe I should call it a night, ... but parts of me doesn't wanna.. but I guess I outta as I have to get up at 7 am.. and it comes to damn early in this household. Welp.. that was just a vent.. sorry if I bored you, and if your easily offended please kindly click the red "x" .. :D Love to all ... (you know who you are) ..

Update.. I recieved a birthday card from my brother....

Some of you know that my brother is incarcerated (won't go into details, as it's not my place).. anyways .. I recieved a handmade birthday card from him .. it is 11X13.. On the front is Garfield.. and the inside front says "Happy Birthday to you may all of your wishes come true, this day belongs to you with lots of hugs and kisses too." .. Than he says this ..


Dear Tammy,Hope you had a good birthday. Sorry it has taken me so long to send you this card. I've been out of glue and when I finally got two bottles, I made me some new shelves out of card board. I hope and pray that you like the card. Hope all is well with you and your family. Me Im doing good. They still haven't put any money in my account. I wish they would hurry up, so I can order my stuff. On of the guys that I know he is letting me use his B&W TV.. I so miss my color TV, but anything is better than nothing. I miss you guys so very much. And I hope I'll be home soon. Just keep praying for me and I know God will answer all of our prayers. Tammy I know I haven't been the best brother to you and I'm sorry for that. And I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you. I just hope you can find it in your hear to forgive me for being such an a$-S and butthead to you. You are my only sister that I will ever have..And I don't know what I'd do without you as my sister, or you love you have for me. May God and peace be with you always..Love your bro,Shawn

This card has touched me so much.. There was a time that me and my brother never did get along. We were always cutting one another down, calling each other names, fighting, arguing, bickering, and so forth..Do I regret a lot of things that I did to my brother .. yes I do.. and I will spend the rest of my days as well, trying to make it up to him when he is back home where he belongs. I miss him so much .. But we are now grown now.. I am "30" and he is "32" .. So there has been a lot of growing up.. but there will always be that emotional scaring that we did to each other.. It's pretty sad that it took him going to jail, for us to get closer, and treat each other the way we should have upteen years ago.. It's so heart wrenching.. and to be honest.. I was such a mean sister .. but at the time I was a kid.. sure it continued through my teen years.. but you know what.. Im now older, and a bit wiser,So I sat down and wrote him back a letter.. I will mail it off when Andrew leaves for school.. I surely hope I haven't bored any of you with this.. it just touched me so much..

Good Morning All

Good Morning Everyone! ..

What a busy last month we had. Our children have already started school. They started August 29th. So far so good!! Just have to keep our fingers crossed. Our oldest son has been out of school now for "3" days. Something is happening with his tummy, and we aren't quite sure what is happening. Took him to the doctors yesterday, and the doctor order Daniel to have an X-ray done. Not sure of the outcome on that .. but as soon as I know I will update. Also last week our van decided to go blah (for lack of a better word), and we ended up having to replace the starter.. $145 down the road, and our van is back in running condition. We also had to replace the battery. But my parents had one, and we hooked it up to our van.. and walla!!.. We plan on buying a new battery within in the future, so the one that is in there now, is just for a temporary basis.. That's about all that has occurred, so I guess I will close for now :) .. If you read this.. thank you.. you just took the time to read about my life, and what's happening, and I can't thank you enough!! Till next time.......